dedicated to the man I love, but have never told....
Stephen, I 'll always love you.
To you;
Its unusual for me
To put this on paper
But I have something
You need to see,
To hear, to read.
You don't feel the same
But my feelings,
I put out on a limb.
I love you.
When we started this
I promised myself
I wouldn't care;
I wouldn't fall.
I lied.
I care.
I am in love.
You are my thoughts.
Every emotion
Is in turmoil
Everytime I see you.
You're wondering why,
Why I never told you.
I wasn't brave enough,
I knew you'd leave.
And that
I couldn't handle
Do what you will
With my words,
My emotions.
Burn this letter
If you wish.
Laugh in my face.
Rip out my heart
And grind it into the ground.
Every ounce of my courage
Went into this.
My heart's on my sleeve.
Please, don't destroy it.
Love, Me
� 1998 by Samantha McCullah